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Happy sweet 17th to me!!!! :)

2010-06-28T07:46:00.000-07:00

Hello world!! Is been so long since i'm on my blog!! Nevertheless, is time to update!!
First and for most, Happy Birthday to me!!! :) yeah
Let me sing a birthday song for myself first,
Happy Birthday to me! Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me! Happy Birthday to me! Yippee
I'm 17 year old now!!!!!!!
I wanna thank everyone who wished me.. I'm thankful for that. Once again, thank u!!
This year is a crucial year for me.. I seriously need to pay more attention in my studies!
First day of school means first day of prelim paper for me.
Maths was..... Geography, gone case... Tomorrow is SS and English paper..
Fighting!! :)

Anyways, to end my post, i wanna wish someone a veryy Happy Birthday!

Muhammad Haziq bin Azlin!!
We have been celebrating this day together since pri school!! Hahah (coincidence ehk!!)
Well, all the best in everything!! Be happy always and never forget to smile.. Jgn jadi mat kental okey :)
One more yr to legal age!!!

Okay, bye2!

People, thanx for the heartwarming wishes!!! (:
Lovingggg youuuuuuu

It's different!

2010-04-07T04:38:00.000-07:00

Well oh well, it's different nw a days..
I don't knw why..
I miss u!!
Times flies and it has past a mnth but things have not change.
I want everything to be back as per normal.
I do not knw what u ppl want me to do to get the old us..
I'm tired of searching the answer..
What am i to u?
I just wonder, if i actually deserve this kind of treatment.
U said u'll be there for me.
U said that u'll never forget the happy times..
Now, i wonder if that's the truth?!

Remember this?
The line goes on and never meet but it always stay side by side.
Just like our friendship do..
Farzanah... Kerna kaulah tempat aku bergantung
True friends never left each other behind
Saya syg kamu dearest farzanah..
Farz, thx for everything. I really appreciate u as a friend. Thanx for all the advice.
Love u so much.

Those memories that u have left for me. I've not forgotten any of it..
Because, u are part of my life. Is just so hard to loose u ppl..
No matter what, i'll never forget any of u cause i've once promise that ur hapiness, is in my hand.
I don't care the cold treatment u gave me. I still love u.
U ppl will always be in my heart.. The special ones.. I wish u sucess..
I miss u
And
I love u....

why?

2010-02-12T08:14:00.001-08:00

Why?

It's been so weird lately.

Is like me knowing u people a few days ago.. We seems to be further apart.

Is it because of the busy schedule?

Or, is it because of me?,

Choose to run away from the problem.

Who has changed?

Is it me?

But why?

Why is this happening again?

Just because i didn't start any conversation with you, it means thats the end of the world?

You can talk to me..

I have to make the first move?

I have to start craking people up?

Am i a clown to do that?

Just because all this while i care to do all those stuff, then it means i have to do it now?

Why?!

We are tearing apart..

It's obvious.

I want things to be back as per normal but no point if i were to keep on putting things back in place.

i love every single one of you.

i hearts every single one of you.

You people are my everything.

but, all i get is the same treatment..

What have i done wrong that i deserve this kind of attitude..

Why?

If only i were given a chance to explain..

I don't even know if whatever u wrote was meant for me.

But if it is, then this is the only thing i can say;

I'm sorry...

I didn't mean to hurt any of you..

Things change, people change, I change and so do YOU!

All i wanted is my friendship with u will never change

because

I LOVE YOU!

Farzanah

Still Waiting...

2010-02-12T04:14:00.000-08:00

Still Waiting for you...

eventhough, i now my love for you is fading....

Is the end!!

2010-02-11T04:13:00.000-08:00

Yes! It's them (:

Bff!!! Hhahahahaha

okay, well.. recently i, like begining to be a lilttle not attentive in maths class.. I don't why but who cares! Been lepaking with my two BFF, Bella and Ros and gosh! it's so damn fun and i swear it's stress-free..

(: i love you deep deep into the tunnel!!!

My BFF (:

hahahaha

And next, i realise that i'm trying my best to fade my love for u.. I hope it's really working and also, i've decided to stay away from this situation cause i think is the best policy! i couldn't care less with the fights anymore. Yes, i'm leaving u people, yet AGAIN. I'm sorry.. Is for the best...

I'm happy with my life now.. And i'll make decision for myself.

Still standing strong!

2010-01-30T23:19:00.000-08:00

Still standing strong!!

Results are out and i'm back again in secondary school life. Sec 5!

I wanted to be promoted badly and yes!, i've made it.

But now, i rather not ask for much cause my journey is on the rocky side. I don't understand why either.

But all i want is you by myside and encouraging me all the way.. Yes, YOU!

But, i know, is not going to happen. I give up.

I've learnt to forget my love for you. I've learnt to forget you, slowly.

I don't want to suffer myself or hurt myself, deeper. I don't want to lose in the end.

Whatever it is, i've never regret loving you since day 1.

All i wanted was just a chance, But, it didn't came alive..

take care readers,

FARZANAH..

I miss her!

2009-12-15T07:07:00.001-08:00

I swear i miss her!

I miss her stupid nonsensical jokes!

I miss her laughter!

I miss her tears!

I miss the anger on her face!

I miss the sad face of hers!

I miss her sweets!

I miss her act cute face!

I miss her act cute character towards me!

I miss her stupidity!

I miss her non-stop lawyer thingy!

I miss taking pictures with her!

I miss every single thing about her!

YES!

I MISS NORFARHANA BINTE BAHARUDIN!!!

Far, bila nak jumpa? Tak sabar nya aku..

Bila date kita?! Hmmm.

I really hope that u're feeling better now! I'll always be there for you no matter what!

Kate decades kan kan! ahaha

Far.. miss you sia!! Rumah sebelah2 tapi macam kat east ngn west sia!! haha

Well, i wish u well in everything okay dearest. See ya soon!

I love you deep deep down the blue wavy sea! (that's our trademark okay!) haha

I love you my dear!! (:

Gone!

2009-12-15T06:46:00.000-08:00

Okay.. I hate working life!!!!

Blurp!

Let see, firstly is that N level result is out in 2 days time?! OMG. Help!! i'm not ready

And, secondly, that uninvited guess is off my house! flew back to his hometown. Gi balik kampung!! haha.. Yeah so bloody happy okay (:

I realise that i'm addicted to S==+++ cookies!! No!! Is not good to eat u know ms farzanah!

Then, i realise that not all singaporeans have patience. There was once when i was wrapping a gift, they actually so called scolded me cause i was taking my time! Like hello.. Is like only pass 5 mins and u bought those small stuff and i needed to do those small types of doggy bag. Can't wait? Go collect wrapers and do yourself. Then, there was one wasn't happy with me as i couldn't help him wrap the gift as he did not spent above $50 in a single receipt. Blame me for what? Trust u to be so stingy! But then when i met this male chinese cute looking guy customer pleaded me to help him wrape, i was like ouh ok.. i'll help u do it.. Hahaha.. And and the best part was when he just can't stop saying thank u to me. I was like ooooooo.. hahaha (:

Also there came the boys working at robinsons. Hahaha.. serious shit that i wasn't even attracted to even one of them. I don't think that they have that goodhot looking looks on them like ehem* haha

But seriously, i don't fall for guys easily. But when i started loving the person, i swear that i give my 100% love for him. ( i love u mr prince :D )

Ya ya ya..

Then the best part was in robinson, i have my secondary school frind working with me, my primary school friend working with and even my kindergarden friend working with me.. like wth kan!! haha..

Friends reunion i guess. hahah

okay. and i don't understand human beings.. Why must they get attracted with their own sex?! is like come on, the opp sex are hot sia!! haha..

i got les working with me (:

hmmmm

Okay, till the next post!

I miss Nur Adilah and Begum :(

Fuck-up!

2009-12-06T07:30:00.000-08:00

Sial la. I'm damn fed-up with the surrondings now a days.

I don't know why la but is like so pressuring sei.

I'm always stuck in this type of dilemma. I don't know why but when everytime i look back, is like as if, is my fault. I kept thinking about myself. I don't know. Is so boring when people start making decision for you any when u can't help it, the person will tend to give you attitude towards you! I'm fucking pissed with that kind of attitude! I swear i just can't be bothered. I'll do what i think is good and the best way.

I told you the first time already, when i say i'm not interested mean that i'm PURELY NOT INTERESTED! Why is it so hard to understand?! I don't do things to make people happy. Is that clear?! I'm seriously done with this!

Train-ed back home with dilah and rtika. 313 is ok la, but i swear the uni qlo was damn shit big!!

My Goodness..

Learnt bahasa arab from them. Wanna leran some more!!

Lastly, sorry cause i start the post with bad words :(

Bingiittttttttttt!!!

2009-12-05T19:51:00.000-08:00

I swear that i can't take this any longer!!!

Moodswing!! Moodswing!! Moodswing!!

So what sia?! My problem lah.

First was the incindence when they were suppose to pick me up at work when it eventuaaly turn out to be a disaster! Where i like a mad woman round the orchard central late at night, alone, for 45 minutes! (while waiting for them to pick me up)

Annddddddddd the best part was when they park-ed at the road and aspect me to stand in the middle of the road anddd

at last they asked me to go back by my own just because they say i'm being too slow to meet up with them in the car! Oh My GOODNESS!! Only Allah knows how irritated, how furious i was at that point of time!!!!

Arghhh.

Okay done.

Then when that uninvited guest actually came into my room when i was sleeping(to be truthful, i wasn't asleep at that point of time, just relaxing).

He came and he was staring at me, my sleep. Anddd, good thing is that my uncle came in and we talked and when he actually wanted took my pic while sleeping, i realised and he so called paisey and run out of my room!! That was so unreasonbale sei! Pissed sia. Early morning make people angry. What is this?! Sia la! Go back to your hometown!!!

Arghhhhhhhhhh

Damn shit!!!!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Fuck F bitches!!!

Ok done!

Yesterday after work, me and rtika had supper at mac. But due to lack of time, we actually 'swallow' our food and rush off like as if we were in the amazing race! Hahaha..

But in the end, we got/manage to take the last train.

Yeah!! Give me five Rtika!! :)

Blink*

And, met amalina(floorball)at tanah merah mrt station. She just knocked off from her work place and heading back home. So we went back home together. Had a nice chat with her(:

Oh, is so nice to have great acoompany back home!

Yeahhhhhhhhh!! I'm dead beat. Time to clean the house! (sad face)

Bye bye readers.

Loves; Hatreds

2009-12-04T08:46:00.000-08:00

I've started thinking about you again. But this time round, i kept thinking about you almost everytime.

I don't know why but instead of to stop loving you, my love for you grew even more wider.

I know whatever i do or say, it'll just fall into a deaf ear. I know that i'll be dreaming for this to ever come. And i know that whatever i wish for, to be with you, to love you, it'll never happen.

Come on, i know the fact that you deserve someone better than me, inside and OUTSIDE. penampilannya.

Hmm

I know my love story with you is just a fairy tale but i don't mind.

I don't mind loving you all day long. Yes! I don't mind at all.

If i can start loving you for the past 2 years, why must i stop now?

Just because i know that is impossible between us?!

But is it possible for us to be friends?! (Eventhough my heart wants you!!)

Hmm

If only i was given a chance to say something to you then it'll be this:

I Love You. I Hearts You. I like You. I Adore You. I LOVE YOU.

I've locked my love for you since the day i thought you were hot.

I know it sounds kinda desperate but a big NO to being desperate, is just a human nature, my nature to love you. Yes! I do love you.

And i'll love you till i Stop thinking of you, like finally. I don't know if that will happen. But one thing you have to know is that, i'm not forcing you at all. Is just that, i think you need to know how i feel towards you. And if u ask why do i deserve you? Cause, four simple words,

I Love You, WHOLEHEARTEDLY!!! :)

Hmm

Working Life

2009-12-04T08:37:00.000-08:00

Everything change when u started working.

I realise that after i've started to work. I don't know why but maybe due to the surrondings. Well, so far things turn out to be ok la, kind of different when i start to get closer to them. I realise that they love to use people. Those kind of behaviours do exist till now. I don't understand why. They choose to mix with the pretty, cool ones. However, even going out with the classy peoples, they do have some objections to it. Like starting to call people names like Lesbians. Why? Just because she likes to hug and kiss a girl. Isn'nt that common between us? Between the girls. I mean like is just a friendly hug and kiss. What's there to make a big fuss out of it?

If you people think straight and stop thinking depeer, nothing will happen right?!

By saying all this, do you know that you're hurting one's feeling? Is so hurtful. What if this thing happen to you? But,what you meant actually was nothing just being friendly to people.

Come on, is time to open up your eyes and brains to think. WHY IS SO HARD TO NOT SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT OTHERS?

I simply just don't understand. Is like finding something useless to do. There are many things you can do which is more useful. Hmmm

Don't undertsand this type of creatures.

N level;

2009-12-04T08:35:00.000-08:00

'N'-Levels Results in 1 week ans 6 days.

Oh my! Please please Allah, i have a likable results waiting for me.

Robinson;

2009-12-03T08:47:00.001-08:00

Okay. i've started working as a gift wraper at Robinson( The CentrePoint) since last Thursday, on the 26 of Nov 2009. Is been one week since i've started working and all i get is stupid misunderstanding situations among us, I don't understand when poeple start to differentiate us by three weeks,(when we are actually in the same age). I don't understand the difference between juniors and seniors just because we start later. After all, we are all the same. We learn the same tactics, the same style, so what's there to talk about? I mean like all of us are same there. are equally talented. Luckily i've met some of the best creatures on Earth. They are non other than dearest Suartika, Adilah and Begum.
Oh my god! trust me, they are so friendly and i'm honoured to know them. I've never imagined that i'll come across such a sweet person like them in my life. They are my everything. Most importantly, they are nice and not one of those that are hypocrites. Hmmm, Gosh, makin lama aku kerja kat sini, makin banyak lagi lah dosa aku. Haish.

Only if i can give up half away and get my full pay. (Dream on Farz!!!)

That's alot of things that has happened and i can never or even want to imagine on what gonna happen next. When Su and Dilah shout MERDEKA after the end of our working life, I'll promise myself that i'll shout the same thing behind their back. (So korang tak leh ckp aku sibuk) hahah :)

hmmmmmmmmmmm

They are just so awesome :)

Also, the scoth tape thingy is killing my poor little right thumb :(

Random..

2009-12-03T08:31:00.000-08:00

Prom Night 2009 (:

2009-11-25T23:47:00.001-08:00

pain!!

2009-11-12T07:13:00.000-08:00

Heart Pain! Heart Pain! Heart Pain! Haiyoo...
Computer loves breaking down and i've no more patience to wait!
What should i do? Do i need to change my CPU? Haish.. Why is this so unfair!
I've lots of things to update.
Computer, get well!!!! :(

Happened

2009-11-11T07:33:00.001-08:00

Wow! suprisingly, Mr PussyC++ D+++ is out. hahaha.. Time to concentrate on studies. :)

(don't care attitude)

Ok, for the past few weeks, alot of things had happened. Don't know if it makes any sense or maybe, it does.

I was out from my hatred life a while where i went away, far away from everyone. I choose to live by my own any to learnt things by my own. I was wondering if i could make it?. And yes, i did.

Everytime when i think about it, i asked myself if whatever i did was the right choice. The little voice inside me answered, "Yes! You choose to do something extraordinary and you have not let anyone down."

At first, mummy can't accept what i've done. They thing that i'm running away from problems. They simply just don't understand what am i feeling now. They can't see things with their naked eye. Time to look into things even further. When i was away, i learnt alot of things. What are the meaning of life? What are parents for? Why there's a need to have siblings? And imporatntly, i learnt to love myself. To understand myself better. To have lots of cofidence in myself, and to never doubt my abilities.

I've always wanted things to be right, but maybe some of us is better to be like this.

Family can be such a pain sometimes, but one thing that we have to remember is that, no matter what, they are our family. And because of them, we are what we are now!

BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER!

I believe that...

I hope that whatever things has happened will always remain as history while what we are now and what gonna happen in the future, is what we need to think. Life is great. Cherish every moment we have.

Done!

To my oversea brother, hope you are well and do take care of yourself. May Allah bless you and congrats for the high mark on ur recent examinations. Do us proud! I love you abg :)

regards,

Farzanah

don't know why

2009-10-21T07:35:00.000-07:00

i don't know why?!!, but i'm so in love with a hindi song!! Is so nice. very melodious and the meaning is so sweet!!!!! Oh MY god. Am i feeling this way cause i'm in love with you?!

hmph :)

i'm in love with you

2009-10-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!!

Is been a while.

Well, I would like to wish Aron Tan Jie Long

Happy Sweet 16th Birthday to YOU!

May GOD Bless YOU with good health and life and i really hope u like my card.

I don't know why but this thing has been bothering me for a week. I feel very weird. I don't know. I couldn't sleep peacefully at night. I kept thinking of you. Will my dream come true? Will there be a chance for us? I work my ass off to be with you. I tried different tactics to get near you. I don't know why. I don't even know is this what you call LOVE?

I'm not desperate. I've tried forgetting everything, but i just couldn't.

I force myself but.. hmph

Is like every single minute i kept thinking of you. You are just simply everywhere. Why?!

This can't be happening. I admit that i've crush on you. I admit the moment i saw you, i'll just stare and wish miracles could happen. I admit that my love for you is sincere and i admit that I've love you for quite sometime. My love is true for you dear. I just wish that you would realise my love for you and accept me for whom i am. Nothing else.

I've tried my best to change things. But when you love someone, trust me, You will go crazy. And things will turn out to different than expected!!!

Argh.. this feeling is killing me.

But, i just want you to know that i love you and will always love you.

Regards and with love,

Farzanah Binte Mohamed Mastan

kak wati's treat

2009-10-16T02:22:00.000-07:00

headache

2009-10-05T04:18:00.001-07:00

Headache is back. That's it
art and maths paper 1 tommorrow....

discharged!

2009-10-02T04:02:00.000-07:00

Yes. Discharged from hospital and back-ed home. Miss my little spongebob and pillow. Yucks! that's for the food in the hospital.Head injury. Yes.. you may think i'm weak but i'm not. is an accident. pain will definately occur. and mind u, i'm a girl!! (:

Got bump on my back, left side of my head.And sprained my neck..eee

When for scan and x-tray too. internal nothing but as the impact was huge, the pain will be there for the next few days.

hmmmmm

Thank u to those who visited me and messaged me and give me the well wishes. Especially to my Mummy and Daddy and friends:

Ifa

lina

man

fit

lam

for the wonderful flowers

hamdan

for the sweet chocolate chips biscuit

teng ye

for being such a caring person and i really love the card.

nad

ati

visiting me and making me smile again despite troubling me.

ai yang

annabel

mark

arif

jia hui

alfred

for being there for me when i'm in pain.

kakak

for bringing me bread (:

firdaus

for nagging at me!!!

those who messaged or asked for him me

lovely aunty and uncle and syakir

for last minute visit me and gave me encouragement! (:

love u peeps

And to my dearest uncle, who is also in hospital, admit in the same day as me.

wish u a speed recovery and take care. have a lot of rest.. will visit u soon when i'm feeling better.

me myself have not recover yet. the aching pain is still there. my headache. ahhh..

revising my subjects and doing art at the same time. Oh my!! my head gonna burst anytime soon.

and and

Happy 21st birthday to u kakak..

loves,

farzanah

Tired!

2009-09-25T09:34:00.001-07:00

Hello peeps. Is been quite a long time, i know.

Okay, Firstly Selamat Hari Raya.

Happy Birthday To dearest Arif and Nadhirah!

Ok, N-level is coming in 10 days time. Been rushing through my textbooks.

Well, i'm so stress-up but this is the last lap. I won't waste it.

Fitri is being such an ass in school. So do Faez and Imraan but, they do bring me a smile each day. I do love them for that. Oh2, Fitri, lelaki tindek semua kental! Jgn step. Jgn ikut!!!

**Sometimes i wonder if i can ever have that beautiful and sincere smile on my face. But after knowing that i've them to share the smile, i've no doubt in having those smile again. I love them. Yes, i've choose to leave, But there's reason to it. It's ok. I still love each and everyone of you. I'll always be there for you. I'm happy by my own. Infact, i'm leading a happy life. Don't get distracted. Study well, I wish the best for you people. I love you.

Sincerely,

Farzanah Binte Mohamed Mastan

Siblings

2009-08-28T20:56:00.000-07:00

Alhamdullilah. the relationship between my siblings and i are getting better. Thank you Allah. It's been a long time since we joke around and have fun with each other.. Hopefully this won't end here. Amin
Also, Father open the gate for forgiveness. Let's be a family again...

Been arguing with bro about skin colour. Haiyoo and went someone said that my face looks exactly like my father, I was like huh *&%#$@???!!! Pleaseeeeeee.....
Wah, and my brother started using the malay peribahasa Bapak Borek Anak Rintik! Come on!!

lala land..

2009-08-24T06:08:00.000-07:00

Well, basically prelim's result is out and yes, i've improved! I'm so happy and there's no other words that can ever describe my hapiness. Oh well, eventhough i missed by a point but is never too late to buck right? :D

Importantly, i passed my maths which many people considered it to be difficult(most of the people i guess!)
I'm so gonna give my best for N and come back next year. Farzanah, do your best! you can do it! Stop wasting your time. Oh, also i'm gonna help Nuriati. We will go to sec 5 together ok :D
Yeah me.

i've talked to you. If you think you're a great person than show me. Don't be a hero when you are lack of personality.
And you, think! I don't want play games that you're good at. It will come to no good. You have yours and i do have mine and don't you ever snatch it away from me. If you does, tahu lah apa akan terjadi. LIVE YOUR LIFE AND I'LL LIVE MINE..

No idea!

2009-08-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

Tired is the only thing in my mind now!!!
Ok, mummy is giving attitude and i don't know why!
Yes! I pass Physic and i damn happy cause i've improved alot from my last result which is the mid-year! is like that one, i fail by half a mark! Like ARGH $%^&*@!!!!
Now i jump to 34 after i manage to squeeze a mark more from my section B! thanks Mr Sean and Mr Fitri. If not for you right fitri, haha.. 4 marks more eh! Hha.. jgn marah..
you wait till i clear MT and English(hopefully) :D

Ok, today is a happy sweetest day for me.
Had hell lots of fun with my beloved friends!
Who are they? Obviously my sayang Dirah, Annabel, Teng Ye, Dominic and my dearest Nuriati!!
We joke, laugh together tll can't take it. Tomorrow is Teng Ye birthday. Hmmmm.. what should i do for her ehk? let's seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

Prelim was very tricky. Oh to Aron, all the best for your exams :D
My hair like a lion! Is in a big mess!! OOOOOO...
bored and wani, thanks for antarinf my sweet wallet. sorry to bother you..

lastly, i love you
still counting the days.....
:D
tadaaaa peopless

It's you dear

2009-08-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

I don't know why.. Things change and people change. Or, am I being to stress about it??? I seldom take charge of your life. At 1 point u needed me by your side, then u left me. You toy around with my feelings dear. Am I that bad? I do have feelings that is sensitive. I've been keeping quiet but what can I do? Is this fair for me? Is there a need to lie? Have I ever trick you? You are being toyed around. Wake up. This game is over. I don't need you to stick with me 24 hrs but please be fair. Remember every single thing again. You say we make you hurt but you don't realize yours. We must endure buy how bout you? Trying to say who's hurting deeply now?? I've cried enough for you. Think back!! Don't u ever regret. The pain that I'm holding on will be double for you. Trust me!!!!!

NPCC P.O.P! :D

2009-08-02T03:40:00.001-07:00

Yours truthfully,

SSGT Farzanah Binte Mohamed Mastan

Sec 3s Squad Commander - (Was)

Done! Over! That's it! No more NPCC!

Four year of endurance in the unit has thought me many things.

I've become a better person. I'm stronger now. I don't fall easily. I've actions for all my words. Things went smoothly. The day that we've been waiting for finally arrived. What more can we wish. Eveeryone's had wide smile on their face. And this time round, the smiles were sincere! :)

Whatever i've learnt here, i will take it as a leraning point. Both my weak end and my strong end. Those are the one who thought me to believe in myself, to strive, to endure, to win and importantly to a responsible person and take action for myself. It wasn't a mistake for to join this CCA when i was in sec 1. This is the loveliest day i've ever had. Yes, missing my sqaudmates badly.

4 years of being together is a big deal. We play, we fight, we eat, we sleep and everthing, we do itt together. Obviously there's always the ups and downs but in a way or rather, we did it! We crawl all the way to the finishing line. There's never say 'No, I Can't"

1 year of NCOship was great.

I will never forget this chapter of my life. Everythign is just perfect! I love it.

To my squadmates, thank you very much for everything. For giving me the strength when i'm weak, lending me your ears when i'm in trouble and lending me your shoulders when i'm in tears! You people are just the greatest one. From the bottom of my heart, I love everyone of you lots! All the best for your National Examinations. Till we meet again!

The pictures of Racial Harmony Day Celebration

2009-08-01T05:47:00.000-07:00

Yes! The photos is up :D

More on FaceBook. Oh oh, i'm active in it already :D

r.h.d

2009-08-01T05:34:00.000-07:00

Okay peeps. it's been a real long time since i've updated. i'm just so busy with some kind of stuff lately. Okay, firststop is the Racial Harmony Celebration in school last Wednesday which is on the 29th of July 2009. Yes it's true that our school is back dated. However, we can't really blame the school totally as thanx to the H1N1 disease, the celebration that was planned earlier on was being postponed!
Nevertheless, we had a fruitful celebration! I've enjoyed the celebration totally, eventhough the atmosphere wasn't that great.
Next stop is NPCC and NCC P.O.P
Yes, we are P.O.P-ing together. Not in one parade. As in the same day. It was so fun. The day that i've long wanted, finally came crawling towards me. It was so SYIOK! In the morning when i woke up, the first thing that i said to myself were 'P.O.P, I'm on my way!' :D
Yeah! It was a grant one. (tgk lah, sape nya idea. hehehehe)
Then came the slideshow! (btw, i hope that the NCO's like it. It was from the bottom of my heart u know! haha)
blaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Yeay! I'm done with all those stuff. Next 'N' is on the way. Around the blocks. Yes! Must study very very hard. Must achieve this.

Lastly, i got the chance to take with love! Yes!!!! :D
love AA :D

till then viewers.

2009-07-27T05:07:00.000-07:00

That's my hard work. -Art 'N' level Prep work and That is what me wani do when we are bored in class (:

Bye

2009-07-27T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hello everbody! Ok, my blog is so dead! Yes it's so true. But what can i do!

I'm so busy with my Pre-lims and my coursework!

ok, a few new updates.

Congrats on kak ana on getting married after so long. hahahah

I love AA?! :(

Happy Sweet 16th Nuriati!

2009-07-09T04:04:00.001-07:00

Happy 16th Birthday Nuriati! May Allah bless you with good health and life. Study hard for your 'N' and we will take the stairs up together. Wishing you the best of your life. Hope you've enjoyed the small celebration we had for you. Hope you like the cake i've baked for you. Hope you like the present i've bought for you. I just want you to know that no matter what happens, i'll be there for you and i'll stand by you. You are the greatest gift i ever had in my life and i will definately tresure it. Thank you for everything. May happiness always be by your side. Change you bad habits and promise me that you'll always be strong no matter what happen. Do not ever show your weakness to people as it will have a bad impact on you. Take care and hopefully, you've enjoyed your most special day.

P.S I Love You Lots, Deep down the DustBin! (:

Btw, don't ever call him lame! haha (:

Peace out.

*More Photos will be uploaded later on!

2009-07-09T03:50:00.000-07:00

I want to tahnk this people for making my Sweet 16th the ebst moment in my life

Mummy
Kakak Lenn
Abg
Whole Family
Farhana Dear
Nuriati Dear
Nadirah Dear
Nadhirah Dear
Vivian Dear
Shahirah Dear
Chun Ping Dear
Beloved Exco '08
Ifa
Wani
Haziq
Haikel
Matt
Radin
Syafiq
Luqman
Imraan
Tengku
Kaseh and Bf
Nabilla
Zaimah
Teng Ye
Shaf
Fisa
Atiqah
Aron
Alfred
Ahamad Arif (:
Everyone who has wished me

Thank you everyone! i love each and everyone of you! (:

My Sweet 16th Celebrations

2009-07-08T01:52:00.000-07:00

I had fun! Happy Birthday to me (: Sweet 16th

Hello Earthlings!

2009-07-08T01:23:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody! Wow, It's been weeks since i've update.

Semoga dirahmati Allah s.w.t to MJ

Yeah, is really a sad news. What to do. One day, we will go too.

Been revising alot for both my upcoming pre-lims and my 'n'. Things are getting a little smoky. I'm worried. Sometimes i lose my confidence just like that and at one point, i feel just like giving up and tell myself to just give up. I don't understand either.

Celebrated big bro's 31st birthday. I swear, it was awesome. Pics will be uploaded soon.

Reached pasir ris park at around 3pm last saturday. Start to pitch tents and slowly started barbeque-ing. The food was simply so yummy. I coundn't resist from it. (:

Ok, then we played card games. Started of with UNO. I was about to win went slowly other people keep on putting reverse and cards with the colours i do not have. :(

Minutes later, my brother's boss came and we stoped playing and started to entertain them. Slowly, one by one came and we had lots of chatting going around. Later part of the night, me and in-laws were getting ready the cake and flour to 'sabo' my brother.

"Happy birthday to you", we sang as we walk towards my brother holding the cake. At that moment, my brother was blushing.

Then, this is the time when the real game started. We started throwing a piece of cake directly at his face and an egg exactly on top of his head. Trust me people, he was shocked. Coloured flours was just everywhere. It was so chaos. Everybody was just having so much fun.

Had our bath and sat down and continue to play cards again. It was just amazing. Great news is that the small party we had planned was carried out peacefully and successfully. I'm happy for my brother. Well abg, Happy 31st Birthday to you. May Allah bless you with good health and life. And, may happpiness be with you always. i love you (:

Came back Sunday noon. So tired. Took my shower and went out again to a religious ceremony. Reached there, straight away ate the nasi briyani. Seriously, it was simply nice. Me and sis-in-law ate as if we have not been eaten for many years. We two were just simply too hungry i guess! Came back and slept. Woke up at 7 plus, went chalet and back-ed home and sleep. Wow, what a long day!

Transformer! Watch-ed the movie with family. I swear the movie is just so perfect! Megan is damn HOT! Seriously. Her lips are just so sexy -_-

Mummy is back home from sai gon, vietnam. Bought me alot of things. Thank you mummy. i love you lots.

Maths tuition is ok. Now, my tuition is now with both my useless cousins. This is as good as dying out of stress! Just kidding! Lastly, Happy sweet 16th Mr Nigel! (:

Btw, sorry nuriati cause i couldn't make it to the movie. Next time perhaps.

Byes.

Happy Sweet 16th Birthday!

2009-07-01T03:22:00.002-07:00

Hello everbody!

Happy Sweet 16 to me and Haziq!

(Why cannot upload pics) :(

Hello Earthlings!

2009-06-18T02:23:00.000-07:00

Hello hello everybody!

It's been weeks and days since i've the time to update my blog. So, don't mind if it dead!!(:

Okay, lastest update was the hiking to east coast with the sec 3s cadets. it was kinda of disaster but i care no more. blink**

Yes tired of batik. One week to complete that. Just one week. Yes one week suppose to complete at least 3/4 but trust me, everday, every hours with ur paintings, u'll feel like vomiting. OOOOO that useless!!

Okay, went to swimming with family. Trust me it was chaotic. The guard say that my swimming costume is not the real swimming costume. I was like wt_! He then tried to stop me from swimming but i couldn't care less and just continue to swim. Well, i make no mistake. And my swimming costume is a swimming costume!

Then, later part of the day, there was this huge argument started between one of the public and the guard, again bout swimming costume. Haish, next time to bedok swimming complex must use bikinis then they understand. Real life suckers!! (:

Ok, lazy to post. Next outing, bowling! :)

tata

sweets everbody!

Five minutes to get a right photo!

2009-05-25T04:59:00.001-07:00

I swear is mad when you are with them! More than five minutes to get a right snap! Believe it or not. I'm so happy when i'm with them. Is just like in a place full of happiness! (:

Lots of love
Let the pictures do the talking

Ouitng With Girlfriends!

2009-05-25T04:52:00.001-07:00

I swear we have lots of fun taking picture at the community! Nad is getting weird!
No ENTRY Zone! (:

Had lots of heaven fun today!! They are just so cool!
Okay, met them at 12.25 at eastpoint. Had ear pierced and had munch at KFC
(Supposingly at BK, well thanx to beloved Nuriati)!!!
(:
then WINDOW SHOP! I love Simei Popular! Hahaha.. we were like crazy looking at the books plus the CDs.
We made it sound very chaotic! But it was fun!
Well, no school but there were outing! :)
Went real crazy just now. It paid off! My hard misery is now gone. Far away from me! (:
..Thanx Nad and Cik Nuriati..
~byees~

Mid year

2009-05-24T05:39:00.001-07:00

Okay! New updates:

Mid Year result sucks! I'm so hating it. Ya, i do improve on my humanities and Malay. But the rest? Oh my.. What's happening!?!

I'm so in big trouble. Yes, told mummy about. She wasn't happy about it. I know i know. i've let her down. But what to do. I'm not the girl that study for another person. I'm not someone who acts to be a good person when i'm not. I don't even know what am i doing exactly. Oh crap!

But one thing that i'm so sure of is that i'm gonna throw away whatever has happened and i'm so gonna work my ass off for the upcoming examinations which is the preliminary examination and the 'N' level examinations. You may not believe me but who cares! I'm gonna prove people wrong! My mind is set! :)

Next, say hi to STAFF FARZANAH!!

Haha.. Yes! I've got promoted! No more three stripes lah!!!!

Congrats to my beloved girlfriends and the rest that got promoted too.

Norfarhana binte Baharudin and Nuriati binte Ramli!

Our hard work do pay off! (:

Yeah us baby..

~loves~

Today!

2009-05-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy today!!!
Firstly, Kris was crown the American Idol! I've no more comments!
He just the best. Hot Hot gut in the house! (:
Secondly, my humanities mark bring back the smile that i've just lost hour ago. (After looking at my maths paper.)
I was so shocked to see my social studies mark. I swear i was so speechlees. I don't even know how to react!
Oh my! Thanx Allah! (:
Oh, thank u ms popstar for the encouraging words that night!
*u know i know
blink blink*
Sir HY too
My art lesson is just amazing. I'm so in love with the batik work!
oh oh, i tried the waxing. i swear is so scary.
But who cares! I, Farzanah pledge that i will do my best for my art N level batik!
(:
~~clap for her~~

I love you Kris!
Heartless
Ain't No sunshine
This two song is so cool when he sang it! Cause his the best! :)

Art

2009-05-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

My completed art work! Spent Two whole days doing art! That's insane!

Yes, slept at 3-5 morning, enduring the tiredness just to complete this piece of ____!

Well, i'm just waiting for the result. Better be a good and a saticfactory one!

Pictures!

2009-05-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

Well, what more can i say?! Is all written in the pictures (:

I love Cik Che Mon and Cik Horse :)

and

I LOVE ME, MYSELF!

the PRINCESS :D

It's finally done!

2009-05-19T07:34:00.000-07:00

Happy marriage life to Mr&Mrs Lee. (:

Okay, Mid-Year is down! Yes! I've been waiting for this all this time. No more burning candles at night. Okay ART was the stupid-iest of all. Well, i can't just be bothered anymore. It just doesn't seem right. Don't ask me why (:

Okay, talk-ed to cik ati on phone. SHUFFLE DANCE. What does it really mean? Anyone have any idea? Well, to know what's the pure meaning to it, you should all go to terminal two viewing hall for more info. You'll not regret! It's a promise :)

haha

Next is NPCC! Huh, another training?! So cia-lat. But as i said before, i seem not to care about anything. Well, MR. No more worries. I will scold nor shout at your beloved fragile birds! If they fail, then it should be your PROBLEM! Oh, i heard that you deleted a tag of mine? Is it true? Scared? No worries, more humilations from me to you is coming! Be prepared 'dearest' (:

Looks like i'm the bad girl right? Don't get it wrong readers!!

Lastly, to anyone in my house that took my money, i swear that duit itu farz tak halal kan. Farz janji!

Mas Selamat!

2009-05-10T04:26:00.000-07:00

Mas Selamat!!!

He was caught on 1st April 2009 at Johor Baharu when he was sleeping peaceful!

Okay, mid year updates:

English

Malay

Next up:

Maths

Geography

Social Studies

Science (phy/ chem)

Art

Art: I've yet to start something! :(

What a day!

2009-04-26T02:28:00.000-07:00

Okay. Nothing much happen this few days. But what i know that Mid year is now so near and i don't have any minute to waste like i have before!

My Art is getting on my nerve! If i had a choice, is like before i started anything, i've drop the subject! Argh. too late now.

CCA is ok. Just for some major idiots which i think need to be thrashed! Yes YOU!

Such a big hypocrite. Why on Earth must i come across such an un-needed person like you?! A big mistake.

I've never been this angry to anyone before. I thought any problem that was thrown to me, i could handle it calmly. But you! You changed everything. I'm so pissed-off! You made me cry out loud! You disgrace me infront of everyone! Who are you to do that to me? You think u are one great person that all of us must kneel down to you?! Oh, Fuck big time sia!

Yes, i'm angry. I'm to angry that i can't express my anger properly. I'm just so embrassed! Is really hard! Is like.... ya

Oh my, what's happening? This so hard to face. I don't know if i'm able to face it all alone! Please, leave me alone. Stop being a kpo-kiasu person! I swear i've never hate anyone in my life. Even the person are so mean to me. But now, you've broken my record! I hate you. YES, I HATE YOU!!

You deserve nothing, and deserve to be treated like an animal! Fuck-off bitch! Sucker..

I'm so sorry readers as my post is kind of violence in sense of language! I'm just to pissed-off and unable to think straight! Sorry. I sincerely apologize.

I love those people in the photo! Lots (: They are my strength of endurance.

I will not be so active in my blog for a while as exam is around my corner and i really do not want to waste this precious moments!

Lots of things

2009-04-21T06:35:00.000-07:00

Ok.. Not been updating my blog for quite long.

Haha, i guess i'm too lazy (:

Okay, Lots of thing to be updated.

Firstly, speech day is way over. And and, that was my last parade(hope so)!

Got the plaque. Was over the moon! Yes! I show off :)

Okay, next went bugis at night with my smelly self plus school uniform to get my mom's birthday present! My big brother was being so kiasu! Seriously, i'm sure that if the sales lady were to meet my big brother, she will definately run away! That bad huh..

ok, NPAP was obviously the best!

especially when time to report sick. Is really like one for all, all for one!

They'll understand (:

Okay, then 'princess' have to go yishun alone in the end and its at night some more :( argh..

Yes, headed there to meet my family to celebrate my mom's birthday. Bla bla bla..

Next, wow! long day. had a black-out! no idea why. we pay pub ok!

Evening went out with big bro and sister in law.

Bought my father's birthday gift! Wah piang! So many birthday gift need to get.

Going to be kering soon!

Okay done!

This is it. more pictures to come in next post! (:

Happy Birthday Mother and Father!

May Allah bless you with good health and life. and May problems dissapear soon.Insyallah.

Amin (:

The Last Lap!

2009-04-12T01:17:00.001-07:00

Yes! The Last Lap!

I'm not gonna give up! All the way till the end!

I've done all i could and i will continue untill the end of it.

I'm not giving up yet!

I've seen what i've suppose to see;

I will change every single thing.

I will bring the name up again;

and this time round, i will not fall back!

I will motivate myself till the end.

I've learnt alot of things and now is the time for me to shine it all out!

"When the going gets tough, The tough gets going"

I believe in those saying.

There's still time for me to change. And this time round,

i will make it right!

Yes, Make it right! (:

26th june 2009!!!

Guitar!

2009-04-05T00:07:00.001-07:00

YES! I LOVE my guitar!!! (:

Blank-ed!

2009-04-04T23:34:00.000-07:00

Friday:

School ended as per normal. Wasn't in the mood at the first part of the day. I've no idea why either.

Ok, I think Np was kind of alright today.

The dry run for speech day was hilarious! Ya ya.

And 'we' were like all over the place for PC!!

Try out for PC! Wow! It was so amazing! (:

Hahaha ok ok. the pt and games. Then bye bye.

Oh oh, i somehow think that the above people don't have faith in us. Yes Faith!

I really think is not fair to us. Is like they are at the advantage! haha. They'll understand!

Saturday:

Wow! the whole day was occupied by work. Watching TV all the way! Ehk, don't think is not tiring ok! At one part when u misplace the controllers, then you needed the toilet badly. (etc) It is a tiring work ok! (:

hehe

Didn't have a proper meal today..

Sunday:

Tired, Tired, AND Tired! The only thing that can describe today.

I've yet to revise my maths and science. I'm so not gonna fail this upcoming papers!

Chinese drama shows are good! I'm somehow attracted to it.

And now, the award show. I'm not gonna miss it.

I love Kinship, Housewive Holidays, bla bla bla and bla.

I want to sleep!

kau kate kau tak akan berubah.

tetapi..

aku tetap akan menunggumu!!

Study!

2009-04-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

Ya ya. My hair is messy!!!

Okay today had NAPFHA Test! 5 station.

Manage to get my aiming point is just that my useless SBJ! Curse you! :(

Well, my hand is so aching thanx to the incline pull-up.

Oh, there's where went the ex-student say that i'm mumuring my prayers which is sooo not true!

Then had english vocab test! So prepared to fail. Yes! did not revise back the older words! Guess i'm not that kind of girl.. haish

Manage to escape from SS class. Pleaded Ms Shek to excuse us! hehe

Hmm, after school went to EastPoint with Nuriati.

Went to munch at Banquet, our all time favourite i can say.

Hmm, shared a bowl of durian ice! Was lovin'it! Glad 'ego besar' can't make it!

hahaha.. oppss!

Ok, then went to teach nuriati maths! Gosh! She is so so so Useless! So careless!

U better watch out girl! Ya, and we shared a piece of cheesecake! hehehe (:

I still prefer from Bedok!

Well, ya. That's it i guess!

Oh oh, i bought this one kind of nose mask which is so damn good! Ya, it clears all the pores! I just love using it. My nose is getting prettier! Hehe

Thank sis in law. U did a great job by recommending it to me. And ya, definately i won't share with you! (:

NYAA Silver Award

2009-04-01T03:47:00.000-07:00

NYAA Silver Award! Went to SP. Well, what more can i say?! The menu is delicious! (:

Let the picture talk!

Aron, condolence from me.

I was paisey at class today! So much of pronounsations!! Argh!! (:

Happy April Fool Day!

I'm just happy

Oi! I'm tired!

2009-03-22T01:10:00.000-07:00

Wow! Big big day..
Friday:
Let's see.
Woke up late. Suppose to go to market in the morning but manage to escape. hehe
Visit my uncle and sms-ed with Toh!
Was so touched with Cinta Fitri! Okey, there's like no connection at all! (:
Saturday:
Hmm, Blanked!
Played com, Watch TV and night time, start doing physics homework!
Sunday:
Morning wake-up call!!
Spring cleaning! Wow! So dusty and and there's this huge lizard stuck at one of my frames and i was like eweweewew all the way! Okay, finish up school work and rest!

Schools re-open tomorrow and i don't know if i'm excited or what. Things has been rushing lately. I don't understand either!
I'm Tired.
I'm Lazy.
I'm Bored.
I wanna sleep and just sleep!
Okay, Suci, Bella and Cinta fitri season 2 is killing! They are just addiction! (:
I'm dieting.
Art? Did i ever made the wrong choice choosing u?! Abstraction?! Layouts?! Ah Whatever la :(

I've not been revising my work! argh

Holiday or what?!

2009-03-19T03:10:00.000-07:00

Monday:
Okay let's see..
HRC, what can i say. Woke up as early 5.45 am off to pulau ubin.
Played the tunnel ONLY! Amazingly. My aim was at least to try the flying folks but thanks to the rain ehk (: (sarcastic smile)
Wasted all my bit precious time there chatting around and played that hidious game by YC.
Was there with area 19. Satu pun tak knal.
Can say, there are potential hot Policemen/Instructors there.
Was happy because Mr Kok followed us!
Tuesday:
Went out with mummy.
Accompanied her to Changi Hospital for her appointment. While waiting, we had a quick bite at Polar. Oh wow, they are really doing well.
Then went simei to get few household things and mummy bought for me a watch! Oh so sweet (:
is costly ok!
then went to BATA. Okey, was in love with this shoe which cost $29.95. But too bad, mummy don't let me have it :( sadly.
Wednesday:
Had SS ERS. Wow! pathetically only some of us turn up! Ms Shek kept calling me the wrong name! Useless. After school went to have brunch at KFC with wani at bedok inter. chatted for like 2hours or so. Came back and i SS myself (:
Thursday:
Keeping the house clean was all time my job :(
Went out to Changi hospital. Followed my big bro for his check-up i think.
Went to eastpoint burger king to get my Taro Yam! it's just a finger licking food! (:
Friday, Saturday and Sunday:
i don't know yet.
So people, my 1 week holiday is so not fun.
So much of holidays i guess.
Sometimes, i wonder what exactly does this word holiday means.
Is it to have lots of fun? To have your own luxury time? To relax? To ease your mind after all those cracking stuff?
OR
To do extra/double work?
Haish..
Happy Birthday Firdaus.
Fav. Uncle in hospital. I guess people are getting sick now a days.Poor them. Mummy seems worried lately.
Hidayat, i beg u. Return my water bottle. Please!
Suci is getting on my nerve. Bella and Cinta Fitri season 2 i definately on my list (:

Many people think u have made the wrong choice
But for me, as long u're happy,
i'm ok with it.
Ya, is hard. But what to do. The only thing is,
i love you and i have NO regret. (:

I'm lost

2009-03-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

Okay, got back my result. What can i say.

Okay la....

Got As for english and maths.

B for ART, MT and Combine Science

C for Combine Humanities..

Can say i'm happy and not happy with my result especially THE HIGHLIGHTED ONES WHICH IS IN PURPLE.

Not enough time to finish the papers, do not understand the papers and giving marks without even looking at the work!.... So pissed :( :( :(

Shall not bother bout that now.

Okay went home with Farhana. It was so stupid and retarded!!

Shall not elaborate about it!!! Right FARHANA (:

Next post.

Had cross-country. Partner with Dan Rui.

Was the first-legged runner. Run with Farhana. Was so cool

-Make sure we do not walk too much. Was able to run/jogged with Farhana.

She is so cool and full of motivation!! I did not choose the wrong partner to run with!! (:

Thanx dearest (:

Got the 29th place! Yeah Us (:

hehehe.

Got home tired

and and

guess what, El faeza Ul-Haq is dating a HOT guy!

Fadhlur Rahman! for sure and getting engage this june! Married?

2010! For more info, wait till i got the info! hehe (:

I saw them together.. they were so happy. Boy, may u achieve ur happiness with ___ in a proper way. I will always doa for u cause i love you.

I'm somehow lost in between it!

I love Farhana and Nuriati.

Abang, get well soon. Tomorrow's ur big day!! Takecare and i love you (:

The End of EXCO '08

2009-03-09T03:00:00.000-07:00

The End of EXCO '08

Dear Exco, i would like to thank all of u for giving me the chance to fill in to the family. With u, u make me realise who i am. Thank you very much.

I have never regret having u as my life.

I'm going to miss all the fun we had.

-The Magiie Cup session (Japan)

-The awful singing (Always be my Baby)

-The hyper cheers

All those things will always be in my memories!

Cause EXCO gonna Pump, Pump, Pump it out

Shake, Shake, Shake it out

Hype, Hype, Hype it out!!!

Cause who are we are we are we, EXCO EXCO COMITTEE!! (:

I love Exco '08!

Vivian: Thank u for all the support that u have given to me! You are such a wonderful person i ever met in my life! I would never forget u and that's for sure. Thank u for believing in me and giving me this golden opportunity! (: Thank u.

Chunping: Hey Brother. Thank u for helping through out 2008. Your sweetness will always be remembered! Thank u (:

Nadhirah: Hey lady. U are very sweet little princess that i ever known! You are able to lead a happy life without anyone standing by your side! You're good (:

Alfred: Hey Loser! Hahaha. Thank u for all the 'advice' u gave me. You are kind! Go far and make sure u are always being loved by the love ones (:

Trevor: Hey Boy! Yes, i owe u Bandung! No worries, will get it done soon! (: U are very sweet and kind boy! Go out and shine further! (:

Priscilla: Hey Buddy! Ya. Without you, i don't think i'll be able to be such a great leader! Thank u for trusting me, enduring me! You are one of the best!

Nuriati: Hey act cute girl! You are one of a kind, Definately! Nevertheless, thanx for believing in me and thanx for all the support u have shown towards me. I love you lots! (:

Lyana: Hey Dear. Oh, thank you for the patience you had for me! You are a kind and soft hearted one! Shine yourself!!!

Syirene: Hey Sweety! U are always remembered by me! U have teached me alot of useful stuff! One of my menthor! (:

Radin: Nice having u around. You are a potential leader! Shine yourself through! (:

Mark: Hey Go Green! For the past few years knowing you, i'm sure that i've never made a mistake! Thank u for all the cheering me up thingy! Good luck and continue to NOT shine (: hees

Perry: Hey my useless partner! Oh man, you are so funny in other way round! Yes, i will never forget u! thank u! (:

Qing Wei: Hey quiet boy! Nice having u around in EXCO '08! You are always being loved!

Joshua: Hey Horny son! Love u man! Thanx for the cheering up session and all those bitchy thingy! U're so cool dearest (:

Emily: Hey! Having u around in Exco was not a big mistake! U're contributions has made me realise that u are one good person. Continue to shine!

Sean: Hey cuttie! All the hard work u've put in are very good! U're sweet person and i admire u (:

Tzella: Cool sister like you are always remembered deep down in my heart! I love you lots! (:

Adrian: Hey! U are one of the toughest and the hardworking man in Exco and i salute u to that! U are a nice person! U can win something memorable in ur life! Enjoy (:

Jia Hui: Hey Pretty! Sweet lady like u are needed! I love you lots! U are one sincere girl i've ever met! You are able to go far (:

Wei Ting: Hey sis! Good having u around! loves

Abid: Hey Osama! Loser like you are always remeberd! U're the sweet one (:

Eunice: Dear Tai Tai! I will always uphold 'u're' law! Thank u dearest!

Shahirah: Oh my dearest Sum! I will never ever forget u! U've help me alot and i know that having u around was not the biggest mistake i've made in my life! Thank u for giving me the chance! Thank u for making me ur 'precious' dol! I will always treasure those sweet moments! Cause, deep in my heart, I Love You (:

Dylan: Hey tall bugger! Thanx man for all the support u gave me! U're always be in my heart dearest gentlemen! (:

Aaron: Hey HARIMAU! i should thank u for all the support u gave me. we have gone through thick and thin! u are always being remembered! (:

Vanessa: Hey lovely! Sweet person like u are always thoughtful! i'm sure that u will be able to shine through!

Farhana: Hey skinny! I love you lots! NO good words can ever describe you! You are one of the best! Thank u so much (:

Hamdan: Hey 'Hot Stuff'! Thank u for giving me tha chance to shine myself through. U have helped me alot! Having u or knowing you was NOT the biggest mistake i ever did! U are good! (:

To all the 28 Excos, U are the best and will always be the best

Cause.....

We are the ELITES!!

EXCO '08,

FIRST BATCH EVER!!

We PUMP, SHAKE, HYPE IT OUT!

WHO ARE WE ARE WE ARE WE,

EXCO EXCO COMITTEE!!

And will always be my

Thank u! (:

Nothing

2009-03-04T03:03:00.000-08:00

Okay, Had maths result today.
Fail.. Hahah (: shall not explain it...
Hmm, had geog and mt paper.
Mt paper is one useless paper i took.
Was so confusing. Told mom. Will ask her to complain
to the school. Is not fair to the students.!!!
Ass u ___ R___!!!! What so ever name u have. Go _______ some ___ la then can talk about being _______.. Oh, Opps. U're too old right?! :)

okay, i want to study for the next three paper.
English, Social Studies and English! (:

New Hair.

2009-03-03T03:14:00.000-08:00

Okay, basically today nothing special.
English lesson is fun followed by MT.
It's hilarious!
Haunting you/me(:

After school went Lost and Found then went to reborn my hair!
Okay, is nice (: i love it.
Farhana and nuriati somehow make a name for us which i find it rather boring and ugly and disgusting and USELESS!
Farzanah- M____
Nuriati-T__
Farhana-K__
If u realise, my name is the longest as the person is always thinking round the bushes. Haha

Hmm, Big Bro in hospital, Tan Tock Seng. Get well soon dear.
After one, the other one....

till when?!

TIred!

2009-03-02T03:26:00.000-08:00

Okay!! Today Mrs Thaven did not come. Had free period.
Talked to Radin. Oh, my arms is really painful due to 15 incline pull-ups.
Curse u SSGT!! (:
Okay, i found my orange nike bottle. Is with
What a coincidence.
Hmmm..

Okay, move to art, somehow, i'm so loving the development work!!
Is fun. And is the second time mdm cheong praise my work.
Sorry ehk Imraan, jgn jealous!! SLOW (:

Oh, Farhana is so fed-up with M__ ______! Aha haha.. due to that *Stupid* reason
of biase-ness! it's ok, eventhough i feel the same way too.! :)
ok, MT watch a movie. is damn funny and scary! join together = A Scary Funny Movie (:
Till here

2009-02-28T21:41:00.000-08:00

At last! Staff Sergeant test is over..

Wake up as early as 5.15pm in the morning.

Get ready. Met Farhana and off to school.

Otw to school, we two were like cursing NPCC for a BIG BIG GIGANTIC reason.

Changed into Full-U.

Start with theory paper, drills, WOC, cc and end it with Pt.

It looks easy, but how we suffered....!

Oh, btw thank u Nuriati and Farhana fot the support u gave me through out the test.

Even though u both know that i'm prepared to fail! heh (:

I love both of u!!!

Ok, the biggest burden in my life is now the past.

Next my art, coming CA1 which is:

Wednesday- Geography and MT

Thursday- English and Social Studies.

Every week test. When will it last??!! :(

Oh i pass the last test.. All of it! Yeah ME!! (:

Btw Jia Hui, Happy Sweet 16th (:

Useless!

2009-02-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

Okay, come friday again..
Was so down the whole day.
i do not know why.. It feels that something is wrong.
I don't understand either...
It sucks! :(

Come training. Everything changed.
bit by bit... testing each and everyone's patience.
WHY? Why must it be that way? Why must it be on us?
What's with that?
NOR FAIR OK!
A t 1 moment, i felt like giving up. I feel that there's no
point putting more hardwork in it. It won't bring
me any good. No one recognise it!
I feel very pressured! Why?
Things is so different. So much of putting the best that i could.
Why? SSGT. I DON'T MIND LOSSING IT. It won't bring any happiness
to me. WHY?
Someone explain to me.
broke down twice. I guess, i'm not the strong Farzanah anymore.

I'm tired of all this. TIRED!

SSGT Test: i won't regret not having u on my shoulders.
So much for tommorrow.....

Till that day, i'll smile widely

lovesss

Art (:

2009-02-08T03:48:00.000-08:00

I must finish up my art work soon!!!! A2 for maths test.. Yipee (:

Okey Np Training is quite okey.

Gonna miss those in Ndp.

hmmm..

oh, to you dear,

i'm sorry if i ever hurt u in any way.

i just don't understand what u want from me.

seriously is like u are toying around with my feelings and i'm not a doll okey.

get this clear! i'm sick and tired of all this. change ok!

i need space and stop being a hypocrite..

Syafiq fell down at class. is so funny.

Also, to Faez, we will always be there for you in all ways (:

Npcc Picture Day!

2009-02-02T03:25:00.000-08:00

Okey.. today had lots of fun with Farhana and Nuriati!
Just can't stop laughing with them.. They are like the best man!
Oh, had fun shots with FARHANA in Npcc uniform.. (preparing for POP lah kate kan (:)
Had my maths result. Was sooo happy with it! Highest (: Yeah me.. clap clap clap
Going to study hard and maintain all my hard work.
Psycologist, Here i come!!!

till here peeps (:

At Last

2009-01-13T01:08:00.000-08:00

Okey, is been long time since i blog.
Lots of things needs to be updated.

This year, 'N'-levels
CCA Fair, done.
I'm the right marker (:
hmm, looks like i've been lacking alot of stuff!!
Computer down, me tooo.....

:(

Pizza Hut

2008-10-31T21:20:00.001-07:00

Wow! at last my treat with them is over.
Been waiting for this day.
Met aaron, hamdan, radin, matt, imraan, and lyana.
Oh, met alfred, mark, and jia hui too.
chatted with them. Bla bla bla..
When to pizza hut straight.
Ordered and ate... Talked and talked and talked..
Hmmm, as most of us were in the uniform group kan, we debate alot.
kesian imraan..
aaron has a loud voice.
mellow down boy!!
then, went yamaha, TRS and took 21 back to grandma house.
Bla bla.
chatted with friend at night
(:

psst: Matin, i'll give u your treat another day la huh.
Hamdan! sec 1s and sec 2s? Bring it on, Em! (:
Aarronnnnnnnnnnnnnn, oh HARIMAUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!

Shopping Spree

2008-10-31T21:15:00.000-07:00

Okey, basically when out with beloved sister and cousins.
Went town. Went their house first. Was kinda rush cause was
i have to complete the japan reflection that needed to past up by 8pm.
Okey, nextly, i had fun during the shopping spree.
Oooo, force my sis to get me a hoodies. thanx dearest.
ooo, believe it, i ate sakura for like 7 bucks only?!
Ya, although was not up to my standard :P
Whatever girl..
Then shop shop shop till mad.
Oh got a brand new cap, for like 20 bucks.
i'm lovin'it.
ya, and back homed,
finishing up my reflection.
byes (:

The one and only kimono family (:

2008-10-25T21:10:00.000-07:00

i Love them.. Forever (:

At last!

2008-10-25T20:38:00.000-07:00

Wow!!! At last i got the chance to update back my blog..
oo, i really miss blogging.. its been so many weeks since my
com is still sick. :(

okey, firstly i will touch on my inter-whatever award is that lah..
Well area 10 came in 5th thanks to team armbeit.
Really proud of them (:
then next is atc. well i did the survival camp in the sick bay.
having a bad headache. didn't really want to touch on it.
sleep sleep and sleep.
a few more hours to japan flight (:

Day 1
met students at changi airport terminal 3 (:
check-in and more. took pictures. breakfast in plane.
SQ was cool (:

Day 2
reached the japan airport.
ohaiyo gozaimas
watashiwafarzanahdes.
was being fetched by the other students. was damn sweet (:
didn't really have the mood yet as still in pain.
chun ping carried my bag.. thank u (:
then headed of to kumamoto handi craft centre.
did my own toy
lunched, mount oso.
scenery is really great.
dinner and hotel..

Day 3
woke up, bath-ed, breakfast. kumamoto castle.
went to kumamoto port and transfer to shimbara by ferry.
woah. the ferry trip was the best!
lunch followed by old samurai house.
unzen hell was next,
the place was the most horrible place ever :(
transfer to nagasaki. shopping. dinner

Day 4
breakfast, off to nagasaki peace park
and nagasaki atomic bomb memorial musuem.
it's nice.
school exchange ; nagasaki-minami high school.
had lunch with them. did a few CCA with them.
they're sweet people. i miss shoku (really nice and sweet girl)
shopping spree next. dinner.
tranfer to tosu.

Day 5
Breakfast, went to this factory that produce mayo.
also we got a free one to bring back to our hometown.
off to tanushimaru, plucked fresh orange. Omg!! i pluck as if i'm one kind of pro like that (: hees
transfer back to fukuoka, district waterworks agency.
transfer to tenjin, shopping.(most pathetic shopping everrr)

Day 6
breakfast. off to airport.
check-in. departed at 10.30am.
Watched the best movie ever!!! hahaha (:
arrived in spore at 3.15pm.
home sweet home.

well, i had fun with EXCO .
all the maggi cup eating every night with kimano family (:
all those sad faces shown by our dears during meal time :(
the singing in the bus when dylan played his guitar. also, learning
guitar with him (: doing the EXCO cheer when we reached the school.
squeezing all together 29 exco in one room. it was so cooolll
all those things that we did together (:
PUMP IT OUT! SHAKE IT OUT! HYPE IT OUT!

got back my results. promoted. yes!
fail-ed science.

Well, the next biggest thing is gonna be the camp!!

i love EXCO ' 08
i love Farhana :)

Byebye Beloved grandmother

2008-09-26T21:13:00.000-07:00

May u leave in peace. I will always remember you and always doa for you and i promise.
24.09.08 will always be the day.
Take care.
I would like to thank my friends who are always with me. Thank you
especially,imraan,matt and my dearest friend, FARHANA.
Thank you so much people.
i've been down these few days. i really have no idea what is going to happen next.
No more hari raya for me.
Exams, here i'm sitting doing you....

Start Of the day!

2008-09-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

Well, firstly i would like to wish my dearest friend Happy 8th mths together.. Last long aittes (:
to Waiteng dear, Happy 15th Birthday!!

Well, start of term 4, back-ed to school.. woohoo, i really miss all my friends!! coz they are being loved (:
Then recess stay in the class as is a fasting month to elak kan daripada stupid RUMORS!!
To u dear girl,
i know that u are angry with me. i know i'm at fault. but, u don't know the whole thing yet what. why must u just jump into conclusion? aku tahu, aku memang pantas untuk dimarahi oleh diri kau. if only i can have the chance to explain everything to you. why? kalau aku sudi mendengar semua kesalahan kau terhadap aku and why not now? my turn towards u? we can solve the matter in adults way wat?!

To u 'dear' boy 1,
wat's up with you? so much of being good with u eh!! sampai hati kau! aku tak sangka i will get this in return. so, this is the treat lah? i believe u that i spill the milk out and u even PROMISE me not to tell anyone, and? aku dah maaf kan kau coz i'm not so petty but not until the situation are worst now. Hah, blame myself too, thanx to my stupidity to tell you!!!!!!!!!!
how could u? maybe knowing u for the past 7 yrs is a bi big big mistake!

To u 'dear' boy 2,
so proud ah if a girl likes u! so what? so, what rumour did u spread? must you get excited just over a small thing? wow, great thing what when a girl likes u.. cute la konon.but peragai??!! whatever!! if i get the blame for this while it doesn't concern me anymore, (read this big big) I WILL NOT FORGIVE U FOREVER!!! I'm sick and tired lah!!!

To u both boys 1 & 2, i will not salah kan korang because is not ur fault. kalau tak pasal kebodohan aku, perkara ini tak akan terjadi.. so, i'm sorry. to u both I and F.

tak sangka perkara ini akan menjadi lagi rumit! :(

Friday!

2008-09-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

When school for another NPCC training..
But, in the afternoon..
Well, before that, when to nearest police post to get some brochures. Then, went to top-up my ez-link card at tanah merah mrt station. Wow! I've achive something in a day!! Then headed to school.
Brought for Syirene a pair of white sock.
Then play games.. it was boring though.. Then, waited for trevor. He is such an ass!! Hahaha..
Went back-ed with him then reached home and siap2 utk buka di masjid mydin! First time buka di masjid!! Reach-ed there and wait till dah bang.. hmmmm... soo tired.. prayed and chatted with keith.
after that go eat at coffee-shop. Hahaaa, ate laksa.
Then back-ed home. otw, chatted with ma and got to know that she was once an NCC cadet but no rank due to a few reasons.. haha, unbeliveble. then saw my mom tecaher and went to 7-11.
bought milk and back-ed homeeeeeeeeeeee..
sleeppyyyyyy time
:D

Npcc

2008-09-04T02:15:00.000-07:00

Had training today.. Telling you ppl the truth, i'm damn bored for this training.
Get to know that our promotion for staff sargeant test is being postponed! Like WTH?
Then, why on Earth u called us? Ahhhh..
Then, did some revision cc with the sec 2s..
They are so restless!!
Then, went back home with Farhana. Saw neighbour....
Saw them togather.. haha.
Then, updating blog now.

If u gt problem with me then tat's your problem!! I'm sick and tired with u!!!!! :(

last goodbye

2008-09-04T02:11:00.000-07:00

Went to Ken How's wake at Mandai crematorium with Atikah and Farhana.
Well, is so sad when his coffin is being pushed and his family crying non-stop especially his father.
I could feel how they feel.
I could not imagine if i were to be his gf or one of my friend passed away.
I'm sure, knowing that his friends gave him the fullest support, he is gonna be touched!
Rest in peace school mate.

Poor thing

2008-09-04T02:09:00.000-07:00

Poor thing. If only you could wait a little longer..

May your soul rest in peace.

Happy Birthday Vivian!

2008-09-04T02:06:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Vivian!! (: At last 15 girl!!

2008-09-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

On the 30th of august, when bowling with cousins at e-hub!! damn fun..

i'm the loser, that's for sure..i kept on bowl senget.. played for two games.. total $10

saw daniel that kids superstar. ate at mac back-ed home ard 11 plus..

On the 31st august, visited nenek at CGH. poor her.. tired, bored and sleepy

On 1st of september,

Happy Fasting Muslim peoples (:

Selamat Berpuasa Umat2 Islam (:

Bored!

2008-09-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

I don't know why, i feel that i wanna be the next top model (:

*peace*

Happy Teachers' Day!

2008-09-01T23:07:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!! for at last the biggest they that we EXCO has been waiting for has finally arrived!!
We did it again!!
EXCO! EXCO! ALL THE WAY (:

Teachers' day concert was a total succes and i never regret being an EXCO leader!!
We really work our asses out just to make this event a big succes and we did it!!
i'm really proud of myself..!!
Was the emcee for that day. Eventhough it was tough, but i manage to overcome it!!
Thanx to these two beautiful ladies that make my job easier!!
Thank you so much Syirene and Mdm Surimah!
I love both of u!! U are a great helper and thanx for all the support!!
To u my dearest Sum and farhana,
Thank u so much for the support that u have given me when i'm in need!! U are the person that has been supporting me all the way!! thank u thank u so much!!!
So, i'm proud to say that EXCO ROCKS TO THE CORE!!!
and and, I LOVE SILENCE AWAKE!! THEY ARE DAMN DAMN COOL + SAVER (:
yeah!!!!

Malam nisfu syaaban

2008-08-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

Well, today had exco meeting.. Met farhana then met nuriati!!
For at last!! I miss her so so much!! Then headed to school. I was so damn hungry!!
Reached school straight away start work.. We sew the teacher's day banner!!@
How cool can that be (:
Then, i ordered macdonalds!! Omggggg!! $118.70 altogether!! believe it peoples!!
i talk to the person for like more then 2o minutes just to have the correct order!! (:
Then,
i 'lost' $20!! haha..
hmmm, teachers' day emceee changed!!! me and aaron..
i can't believe that i will be working with harimau! haha.. he'll be roaring all the way!! haha **

Then, went back earlier..
Ate nasi ayam!!
Then, me, father and mother went to masjid mydin..
is DAMN DAMN fun!! then, i cried!! i can't go masjid as i can't control
my tears!! haishh-ed!!
then, ate briyani and met my cousins!! wah syafiq dapat drive kapal terbang seyyy!!
ahahah.. kk(: takecares
btw, in the masjid, there were 95% mak ciks and i now have the feeling of being a white mak cik tua (:

Happy Birthday Nabilla (:

2008-08-18T06:53:00.001-07:00

Happy 15th birthday everrr to you my DEAREST NABILLA!!!! I love you to the max babe!! (:

I really hope u love the suprise that we cupcakes have for you!! That's the best thing that we can ever done for u to make u feel happy and always be love in cupcakes!! Bella, hope u enjoy ur special day and really suprised!! Well, i'm sooo happy for you and btw, happy 4th mths cupcakes!! i love cupcakes lots!! there are the best!!! i'm really happy to be one of u people!!! (:

I loveeeeeeeeeee cupcakesssssssssssss lotsssssssssss (:

Well, i left 1 more day to finish paying back my puasa and i'm sooooooooo happy!! yeah! at last :)

then then, my mom is now have given me another chance.. Still, she banned me from watching tv but she gave me a discount. I can use the computer but one day up to only 4hrs!! Yeah!! at least something rather than nothing kan nabilla!! (:

haha.. i love you people!!

regards,

farzanah (:

loves

At lasttt!! (:

2008-08-14T01:35:00.000-07:00

For the moment of truth!!! My internet is back!!! Yeah!! For at last!! (:

Okey, i will be updating often now.. ( i guess so)

Okey, basically a Handsome guy named Ismail from the singtel company came and repair my internet.. he was here about 2hr plus plus.. i was like omg!!! Damn hot!! Well, let me see, ooo he used my phone twice!! (: Gatal nyer..

Then, he went back.. so much of the 2 hrs plus plus..

Okey, today basically had maths and geography test.. G, please lah, cikgu bilang apa topic nak kena belajar!! Then then, my handphone rang during ss.. i was like WTF?!!!?!?! Thennnn, went back with bella dear and far dear.. had lots lot lots of fun with them.. I can tell u that they are the coolest friend you can ever have!! And at last my babe is back!! yeah! Farzanah miss Nuriati tau!! :(

Hmm, Matt had some problems.. Tried to help him..

To u dear ______,

I'm sorry if the way i react towards you just now was a little bit harsh.. Seriously, i'm very disappointed.. i mean how could u do this.. i don't deny that ur ________ is good. Come on, he needs you people.. Do this for once and that's it.. He needs u!! I need u!!! Well, WE ALL NEEDS YOU!! eventhough we still have spair!!... Please, think again.. I'm not trying to be busybody here.. i must do what is right and not what is popular.. i must be fair and i don't want people to look down on u people.. I'm trying m best to do what i can.. It needs both hand to clap.. I hope u understand..

2008-08-05T01:50:00.001-07:00

We went to racial harmony conference talk (: They were debating...

Macam hindustan lah (:

Shafi'iiiiii, Happy 15tH bIRTHDAY deAR!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahah (:

okey.. i will not touch on the conference talk.. i'm tooo lazyy (:

Okey, basically today is tuesday!! 05/08/08
Meaninggggggggg.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAFI'III!!
For at last u are 15.. well, best wishes from me dear!!! Well, Today had mass p.e..
Had alot lot alot of funn.. I scored a few goals and very proud okey!! (:
Hmmm, oh, my class won the first!!! Yeah!! Then, the N.A did well!! Very gd!! (:
Go N.A! Go N.A! Gooooo N.AAAA!! (:

tHEN had social studies, maths then recess.. Then geography,
i slept.. is damn boring and ya, mr shamsul had menopause just now!! haha..
Then had physic, mr seah says that i'm a very gd gd gerl and he let me stamp my book with the excellent chop!! ooooooo... i'm really proud of myself! (:
then, had english.. Free period... I'm very bored :(
headed back home with farhana and atikah...
Went to eat thosai.. atikah was being sooooo slow like turtle..
Reach-ed home and watched cinta fitri and bawang merah dan bawang putih..
Did my malay homework!!! (:
i've achieve something today (:

regards,
farzanah

Racial Harmony Day!! (:

2008-08-02T22:54:00.000-07:00

Exco Family '08 (Racial Harmony Day)
His the Romeo In Exco (:

Joshuaaaa.. He owe us 10 reasons and and the MAGIC freakkkk!! (:
Miss Police girl.. aaaa.. a.k.a ALFRED!! (:
Look at me and farhana, cute right??!! haha (:
At that point of time, farhana and alfred were not ready (:
Oh, Mr Hotttt... We wore blue on that day (:

Okey okey, as i promise in the last post, i will soon update about the racial harmony day.. it has been like one week past lah..
Ok, in the morning i met nuriati and nabilla.. We went to school together.. once we reach-ed school, we quickly go and get changed. hmm, met li er in the toilet.. at first i was kinda paisey to go up to the hall eventhough i done it for like the past two yrs..

set beside radin.. my class everyone wore thier traditional costume except for the chinese boys.. oh, only mark wore it.. Supporting kan!!

Then, we had celebrations.. the hall was full with rainbow colors!! i was soo in the mood to celebrate.. Then, we had the indian dance.. then the modern dance then the fashoin show.. Radin got selected but did not win..

hmmm, i had alot alot alot fun..

then exco went to meet at the scrabble corner as we want to take a group photo.. we were having so much fun.. is damn damn crazy lahh.. we act as if we were at the market place!! I was like ooooo.. took pictures with alot of ppl!!!

till here!!

regards,

farzanah (:

Racial Harmony

2008-08-02T06:05:00.001-07:00

Fun!!

2008-07-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

Okey... is been a long long long time since i've blogged..
there's so much for me to say yet i don't know where to start with..
Okey, Racial harmony will blog in the next post..
Hmmm.. okey today at school was kinda ok..
Met nabilla and nuriati first then headed of to school..
Today CP make the first move to make announcement on stage..
U go CP!!Hahaha, random sia..
Hmm, then had english. Comprehension was damn tough!!
After that was maths and had test.. Mrs Thaven called my name during test and
the whole class was like "ooooooooooo,, ayuhhh!! Farzanah copyyyy!!!!" i was like wth??!!! :(
Okey, had recess and mt.. Mt was the best best moment for the day.. Cikgu did not come so have one hour of free period.. Okey, chatted with farhana, nabilla, hamdan, matt and aaron.. Hmmm,
they ARE DAMN DARING!!! oooo.. haha, then had art and sit infront of vincent!! Like yeah!!!
Then had assembly.. ooo, bye bye Fushun students.. gonna miss u ppl!!! keith was terribly hot on stage (:
Then, ooohh, went back home straight as i was fasting.. too tired i guess..
then came back home and watched half of cinta fitri and bawang merah bawang putih.. Then slept till 6pm.. When shop and back home.. break my fast and clean the kitchen..
oooo, the sink got stuck and i'm like one super hero save the day eventhough it is soo yucks..
Hmmm, then went to pray and ya, watched beach ball babes.. my now all time favourites (:

till here i guess,
regards,
farzanah

Imrans and Rainy (:

2008-07-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

Imranssss!! Hahahas, caught ya (: Get ur ass back to ur sits!!
Okey, today was a rainy day.. i was lucky as i brought my umbrella..
Was sooo into it!! Hmmm, pass-ed both my chemistry and maths paper..
Maths class was jokes time.
Ahhhh, Fitri kept laughing at me for no reasons!! Damn u! (:
Oh, nabilla did not came to school as shes not feeling well!!
Get well soon tau.. looking forward for u to come back! (:
Ahhhhh, Matin's sock is cute! And had CME lecture.. Was okey..
Oh, Fushun ppl has arrived!! will be gg back next mth..
Okey, Btw The two Imrans, Caught ya.. hope u are Shock-ed!!

Truthfully,
Farzanah

tearsss

2008-07-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

Things seems to be very different!!! I don't understand.. Why??? :'(

Why? Where did i go wrong? What's up with all this?? i've been down this few days.. i've been breaking down this few days.. I'm not as strong as last time. I've been doing random things.. I don't know who to talk with. I just don't get it.. am i the one who are being selfish or u ? or.. Am i being such an irritaing person or u? Oh please, explain things to me. Please make me clear.. i can't find a solution to solve all this!! i can't stand all this non-sensical stuff.. Is like wth la!! Why? Why? u've changed.. since that day.. i'm worried that i will lose u and u will only think for urself. i'm worried that u will forgot our promises. i'm really worried.. please!! Wake up!! OMG!! I want an answer to all my question. pleaseeeeeeeee..

I'm sooooo not me..

Btw, happy 3th mths dear

regards,
farzanah

Hahahas.. i guess..

2008-07-20T04:54:00.000-07:00

Ok, had exco meeting.. Hmm, when 7eleven first.. Bought the high school musical book.. like sticker album.. pufff!!
Hmmm, then reach-ed school and order-ed macdonalds delivery.. belanja CP.. Better thank me hor!! (:
Ahhh, do work a bit.. talk more(:
ooooo, counselling session with MrHamdan.,, haha, merepek!
Mmmm, talk to CP and his was soooo random! And ya, mummy.. Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry!!! :(
Ok went to cityhall after that.. With ati and CP... Hahahah, was damn cool!!
Me and CP has the same mindset!!! Was sooo into him lah(:
Then nuriati always kena own-ed by both of us.. And the funny part is that when nuriati is sad i will be laughing like mad and when i'm sad, is the opposite way and CP will be in the middle of us!!
I love My ice-kacang!!! :)
OOOOHHH!! i got my RED HOT CARDIGANNNN!! And i'm soooooo into it!! (:
Hahaha.. Ok, bought two and the other one is for my beloved sis in law... the naggy ones(:
aHHHHHHH, sent nuriati home and back-ed home at 10 plus.. damn tired....

One whole day!!

2008-07-15T00:37:00.000-07:00

Hmm, Let's see..........

oKey today had our first CA1 papersss..

Hmmmm english then Physics/Chemistry..

Everything was okey.. Nasib baik belajar.. Hmmm. what's more?.

Oh, the arrange time for recess is kinda merepek. It was so not in order.. Had recess for like 45 minutes.. Chatted with gf and nuriati is being a joker.. Okey..

Ahhhhh, oh.. i'm starting to love physics so much!! idk y..

Ahh, love the chatting session.. I realised that me, matin, matt, tengku and wani is getting closer each day.. We have been sharing alot alot of things and i proud to say that i love them very much!! They are fun okeys??!!!! Hmmmm.. chatted for like more that 1 hour.. Hot topic!! Relationship.. Hahaha, damn random lah.. Matt started asking where will we go for our honeymoon...

We actually think far.. So yeah!! And i'm sooo into Mel's concert..

Planning to go out with atee soon..

Oh, Happy 15th Birthday Tian Hoa!! (:

3H is a really gd class except bila part birthday bash only.. Hmmm, damn teruk!! I CAN COMFIRM that we gonna get scolding.. so ya, i don't give a bullshit in it:)

i think that's it..

so, Cheersssss(:

Whatever!!

2008-07-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

Okey today was kinda normal day.. Did not do many thnigs.. Hmmm, Mt was fun as Cikgu Marinah was not ard so, ya free period..

Hmm, talked about the aroma thingy and Nuriati can't pronounce the letter S properly.. Hahah..

Hmmm, Tengku, sorryyyy,, i thought u were talking to imran agos and not us.. Sorry lah,, kk

AHHH....

Tengku has *ehem *ehem..

And to u ppl,

Seriously, i'm tired of supplying u ppl things. I mean like is so not fair as i bought with my very own money and u guys enjoy it. Go buy it urself ah.. No money go find one!! It does not mean that i'm kind to u and u ppl can just climb over my head right?! Fuck off la asses!!! :(

And to u, who's having a prostitute life?? U or me?! Got a problem with that?! Dumb asssssssss...

Alhamdullilah, My one day fasting was alright.. 6 more days to go..

KFC KILLSSS!!

2008-07-12T03:02:00.000-07:00

KFC KILLSSSSSSSS!!!!!

Okey, had alot alot of fun in the class just now.. Chat-ted with matin and imran for the whole PG & Chemistry period!! Damn fun! They are the most coolest ppl to talk or joke with!! Especially me (:

Heeeee..

Matin has a new new new *ehem :)

Matt has a new new new crrrrrr :)

Yeah! And me..... oopss.

Okey, basically Gulam have not stop calling me Barney!!

Aaahhh, oh ya, matin, aku bukan kakak ye!!

enough of advice..

Oh, b4 i forgot.

had meeting with MsA. Wth?! Teachers' day are driving exocs' crazy okey?!

Hmmmm, today was my first ever training! Sec 2s squad commander.. Been giving command most of the time..

Maybe we are not meant for each other.. Well, i did tried my best to give and take.. I'm sorry cause i know that i cannot do these with u....

Okey, His been looking at me and ordering me all ard!! Stress me up for no kind of gd reasons!

I love the interactive talk session.. Farhana did a gd planning.. Gd job dearest. Oh, nuriati, thanx for helping me out tadi tau(:

Hmmmm, my speech to my cadets are:

Farzanah: Well sec 2s, basically i need your co-operation from u ppl.. i maybe new but please give me the chance to show that i could be a gd squad commannder.. in Np, i'm not ur friend. Respect me as ur senior and i'll respect u. Outside then it's a different case already. I know that respect need to be earn-ed, so please give me the chance to earn-ed my respect can? Also, i promise that i'll never let u ppl down! Basic ground rule apply (:

Okey.. Enough of Np..

After that went to KFC with alfred, mark, khusaini, aaron, nuriati and dearest allison.

KFC KILLSSS PPL!! (:

From the moment i step into the place, i laugh like a mad cat(:

my tomato had termite, i was like kena electric shock, then my drink had hair in it! like wth?! Aaron and his aroma thingy and it's damn cute.. Mark is been a disgusting freak! I nearly vomit out! Thanx to him.. Allison and Alfred just can't stop laughing.. Went to change my items. Damn idiotic. Ppl ard us is looking as if they never saw school students before.. Khusaini is being such a secretive.. i knew it! i knew it! (:

Stocker? orrr...

Hahaha.. We are like no live ppl, doing hand shake in the middle of bus stand in front of 229 stand.. Paisey.. Omg!! They are just being love-ed! To the core okey..

Hmmm, i would not hesitate to go out with u ppl. They are the bestest friends to hang out with.. Seriously (:

Regards: Farzanah

Happy Birthday Nuriati!! (:

2008-07-10T04:05:00.000-07:00

Well, Happy 15th Birthday Girl!!
One yr oldr means dah mature.. Don't act like a baby lagi!!
Hehe..
I just want u to noe that i will always protect u, show love, care and concern
and importantly, i will always support u no matter what happen!! I promise-ed (:

Takecare and i love you.
Hope u did enjoy ur day(:

Regards, Farzanah(:

Nuriati's six month (:

2008-07-08T03:55:00.000-07:00

Happy 6th mth both of you!!!

May u ppl last long.. I will always doa for your happiness!! U both are being loved (:

You are my happiness

You are my one true love

You are my everything

And angle that GOD

Sent from above

Your eyes are like the sunshine

Your beautiful as the sea

Your kisses feel so lovely to me

Thats why you are my everything

There are so many words

That can express how i feel

You make me feel so beautiful

You made this fairytale

Become real

I know I'm not perfect

But ill always be true

I love you so much

Ill do anything for you

I know love in the pass

Has lead me the wrong way

But this time its real

Its just something i can feel

You are my life

You are my dreams

You are everything to me

I hope one day you will marry me!!

You are my husband

And i am your wife

Your the one that has

Brightened up my life

And all because

You have loved me too

You are my everything!!!!

My fairytale that has come true!!!!

End (:

From aaron to nuriati and nuriati to aaron (:

Wish u all the best!! Hope u like my suprise (:

Lot of love: farzanah (:

Btw nuriati, I purposely use blue b'coz ur fav. colour (:

Monday meeting (:

2008-07-08T03:48:00.001-07:00

Had meeting just now!! EXCOs came to my house.. For the first time, 20 over poeple!! Hahaha.. Had alot of fun.. Practice our dance below my blog.. imagine that!! Paisey?? Notttt!! (:

Okey, then had lunch at my place.. Hey ppl, hope u like the mee siam putih. Sorry if it is too simple.. Hmm, then farhana did the tro at my hs.. ooo, interactive talk sey!! (:

Okey, in the afternoon, when to geylang with mother, sisters, cousin and nenek and datuk..

Hmm, shop at joo chiat and geylang.. Bought baju for kakak.. I bought seluar for myself... $18, expensive enough (:

Ok, had lunch there and for the first time my lunch cost $7 at one go.. believe it ppl!!! (:

Okey, back-ed home.. and need to start doing homeworksss...

Exco meeting (:

2008-07-08T03:39:00.001-07:00

Had Exco meeting just now.. Was late bout half an hour i guess... Hmm, not only me who are late.. there are few more.. like nuriati, aaron.. hamdan is the worst (:

Okey had discussion about the teacher's day concert... Get to know that Ms Abraham is in charge like wth?! Bloody idiot:(

Hmmm, i'm gonna be the emcee for that day.. choose dylan to be my partner(:

yipeee!!!

Well, practice out dance and when mummy said that we have to decide on what costume should we wear..

Someone say to the partner, Let's wear underwater suit!!

Hahaha.. CP says instead of real rose, we can use seaweed!!! Very very bad (:

play-ed water bomb, dance and eat cake!! Suprise for out dearest mummy (:

Hope u like it

Anak Syaitan kamu (:

NCOs 2008 !!

2008-07-05T23:06:00.000-07:00

Sec 2s Squad Commander !!

Sec 1s Squad Commander, Head-Of-Training, Sec 2s Squad Commander & Head- Of Welfare (:

Today was our POP day!!

Yes, i cried.. i guess that's normal.. Also, i'm dissapointed, but it's ok.

Congrats to these peoples!!

President: My beloved Nadhirah (:

Vice-President: My gentlemen Keith (:

Head-Of Training: My HOT HOT HOT Farhana (:

Head-Of-Welfare: My dearest Nuriati (:

Head-Of-Admin: My Chi----ken Perry (:

Sec 1s Squad Commander: My Rocker Matt & Syirene

Presenting Sec 2s Squad Commander:

Farzanah Binte Mohamed Mastan (:

Well, i didn't get the post i wanted.. tapi tak per..

To the rest of my squadmate, congrats on ur post.. Do the best that u can.. DO NOT EVER let my president down!! And to all the commanders including me, DO NOT let my H.O.T down!! So, now my batch has became the ncos.. I will be training the NEXT NCO.. Well i was so damn shocked when they announced my post..

To my ex-NCOS, i'm sorry if i ever let u down!! u have did ur best and i'm very grateful about that!! Also, i wish u ppl all the best for the upcoming exam such as 'O' & 'N' levels.. all the best in ur future! (:

To my dearest HONG YI sir,

Sir, thanx for guiding us all along!! U have been the best sir!! i'm really thankful to have u as my senior!! Well, i promise that i will never let u down.. i will take care of the unit well and bring back Gold!! Is a promise :)

Thank u so much!! I wish u all the best for ur future!

Regards,Farzanah